Have you ever experienced a month of heartache? Are you constantly fighting with your significant other? Read now to know that you're not alone in this. we all go through tough times in our lives, and all it takes is to change the way we think,

September was a month of heartbreak, ache, and frustrations.  My dog, my constant companion, had passed away of heart disease. She was 12. And, I was hoping she would live to 13, which would’ve been Halloween night. My boyfriend and I found ourselves trapped in a problem we still have yet to solve. I wasn’t only experiencing heartache outside myself, but within myself as well. Stress and lack of self love had gotten the better of me and my skin became angry with acne. I hated looking in the mirror. I hated looking at myself.

I lost my best friend. She was my dog, but she was my constant companion. Have you lost someone you love? Or a pet that is close to you? Read now to know you're not alone in this.

But, this month wasn’t  deprived of good times. In actuality, I’d say that it was almost even. I had seen an old friend, a friend I hadn’t seen in 5 years, and which I wasn’t sure if I would ever see him again. I found new exciting alternatives to gluten and dairy free products, I eased myself with yoga once a week, and I started a wonderful routine of waking daily before 7 am. My boyfriend and I celebrated a year of hard work being together by spending time on the ocean looking out for whales and comforting each other watching a horror flick. I also enjoy his company so much that I have a good time doing the ordinary things in life with him. Lastly, after a whole year, I’ve finally passed my personal training program and now can start training clients. I’m excited for what is to come.

Are you afraid of being alone? Are you in a relationship that sometimes feel one sided or that you love more? Go ahead and read now to know you're not alone in this.

How was your September? What did you do and what will you carry in your memory forever? Did you learn something? Let me know in the comment section!

xx Natalie

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14 thoughts on “SEPTEMBER DIARIES. 2018

  1. I’m so sorry for your dog ❤ ❤ ❤
    From which I can read, this month wasn't that easy for you… I hope everything come to it's place soon. Until than, it's good to concentrate on positive things in your life such as getting you personal training license – like, you go girl! Hope October will be much better. 🙂 Bdw, I loved your post and pictures – always so well put together!
    September wasn't easy for me but there's been good times too – at the end, I'm happy I got through it. xx

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  2. Natalie, for what it’s worth, I am so so so sorry for your loss. ♡

    Congratulations on completing your fitness program! I’m interested in what gluten- & dairy-free alternatives you’ve found? 🙂

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  3. I am so so sorry. That sucks beauty.
    Life is a constant lesson in dualities, and with the bad there is also good, congrats on getting your certificate and your one year anniversary. I hope this month is kinder to you. ❤

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  4. I’m sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine how hard and painful that must have been for you. 💜
    On the bright side, congrats on the training program and getting into a healthy routine.

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  5. I’m really sorry about your dog Natalie! I have full blown anxiety about losing my babies, because that’s what they are to me – family! I know a lovely poem that always makes me cry called The Rainbow Bridge which is lovely if you fancy reading it. Sending love ❤

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